Life

Moses’ First Birthday

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We blinked and our little Moses turned one. You add so much happiness to our days and make our family so full. 

Honesty moment - I definitely cried in the ultrasound room when they told us we were having a boy. Aaron literally jumped so high out of his seat with joy. I was so excited and also paralyzed with fear because I had no idea what I was going to do with all the boy things in my life. I just always imagined us having two girls. I know I know. Super crazy and selfish sounding. But God is good and the moment I heard his cries in the hospital delivery room, I wept and clung to him and I’m never turning back. 

God knew exactly what he was doing when he knit you together in my womb. He was piecing together your amazing red hair, sweet personality, and trouble making ways. 

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You taught me so much about being a mom this year. I learned that no two babies are the same. You have a very quiet and calm personality. You are cautious and daring at the same time. This winter I learned to fight for your health in ways I wish I didn’t have to. Sleeping for three nights in the hospital pediatrics while you were only 7 months old was so surreal. I’ve never felt more protective and helpless at the same time. 

You give the best kisses, and sister is your best friend. You sing “Go Go Go” anytime a song comes on. The result of having an older sister obsessed with the movie Frozen. You go by lots of names “mo” “momo” “‘mr. momo”. You’re a true introvert and prefer home and quiet time. I’m in denial you’re already one. Happy birthday baby boy. 

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All photos by Erik Johansson


My December.

December is always a magical month. The month was full of birthdays and holiday festivities. It being the last day of the month I think it is only appropriate that I reflect on the last year. I can't help but to think about what I was doing and how I was feeling this time last year. The year of 2013 has really blown me away. I went into this year with the goal of making myself happy again. God seriously has shaken my world. A year ago I was living in LA pretty miserable missing my family and friends. Knowing I wasn't meant to be there. I moved back to Modesto got a job in SF before finally getting a job in Modesto where I am living. Recently getting laid off which has made me move back into my parents house. I ended the year getting baptized which was one of the greatest experiences of my life to date. I really am not sure what Gods plan is for me in the year 2014 but if it's anything like 2013 I'm pretty excited to see the year unfold. This year I have seen a huge shift in who my truest friends are and the company I keep. I am so thankful for everyone in my life.

My October.


October. My favorite season and my favorite month. I have so much to say about this month. To keep it simple... I have a lot to be thankful for in the month of October. I have spent it with my amazing friends, and family. I have spent it celebrating the start to my 23rd year in this world. Playing in fall leaves, carving pumpkins, going to soccer games, attending Halloween parties, and just enjoying my life. I am so thankful for every person who has inspired me, and given me hope during this month. I am thankful for my amazing parents and nephews who I got to spend my birthday with. Here is a mere glimpse into my October.